Unladylike's Driveway

Semua orang ada perasaan

2012-02-08T11:31:00.001+08:00

Hi guys. I am quite pissed off by a fight between KFC staff and a customer which i dont when but it happened at I-city during CNY. Yes, I am very very very sad too cuz so many people backing for the customers and few that stand for the staffs. I know the pressure as I am also in serving line industry. I mean come on la, its CHINESE NEW YEAR la and also peak hour ma. Everybody knows it very busy. They must be so tired working non-stop. Poor them kan??

What say you.

THis is some of the comments i found,

"I was there..and yes..we wait for 1 hour..yes the service is slow..because tak cukup staff..and orang pun sangat ramai...kebanyakkan staff dah penat..non stop working..actually ayam tu bukan dah abis..masih tgh masak and that chinese guy dont want to? wait again..and start maki2...then keluar...mybe tak puas hati dia masuk balik..and shouting at KFC workers and? start maki2 again....
COPIED FROM lowa123456.. LIKE THIS SO THAT OTHERS ARE NOT BLINDED BY THIS INCOMPLETE VIDEO..."

Just because we are the customer we can not treat them as a servant. Yes customer is the king but only uncivilized person who actually fighting over small matter ( food ). Like what my friend said , amarah takkan bergoncang jika tak ada yg mengoncangkannya. :)) saya selaku org yg pernah bekerja d kfc amat memahami situasi seperti ini. hehh... kedua2 pihak, yg menunggu dn ditunggu & yg dilayan dan melayan, harus pandai "jaga" emosi sendiri. ^^v

jadi kesimpulannya, makanya kita harus layan orang, tak kiralah siapapun dia sama seperti bagaimana kita mahu dilayan. Jaga emosi dulu. :) God bless

My ex-roomate treating us today

2012-02-04T01:41:00.001+08:00

Madam kwan's restaurant at Mid Valley is very frustrating. The price is expensive, the food is lousy, and the service is so so. Paying hundred for all of that. like are u out of my mind! Anyhow i appreciate the time and money that my friend, yuyu has invested. I am grateful enough.

Yuyu has a high taste in choosing foods and very good in cooking, i remember when we were roommate 3 years ago, she cooks tom yam ayam, and made a delicious sandwich for me. i have been to her house before and o my goodness, i think i could gain kilos if i dont stop eating. hehe she's real good. after all her boyfriend is a cook.

Thanks yuyu for everything :))

2012-02-03T00:23:00.000+08:00

i was so not in the mood yesterday..but feeling better today with eric..i guess its ok if he didnt wanna say the word for me..i know its too early..i know i dont have to expect anything except keeping the best moment we had for the time being. i love him, i love our relationship.i want him.

alright. a dash of sass for today from me, be grateful for everything u had..yes u so much better than what u think u are. gotta continue watching dream high season 2 ep 1 :) so chaw... :)

2012-02-02T00:16:00.000+08:00

It feels so good to hear someone say "take care". But it feels so much better to hear someone say "I'll take care of you". #ihq

its like a broken glass. why u can say these words as simple as i did..now i know i mean nothing

targeting uitm

2012-01-30T09:14:00.001+08:00

im browsing all the day long just to get data for ipta next in take, not that im getting myself for a second degree. im not ready for that, this is for my brother, RICKY. he is staying with me now here in kajang i brother-nap him after Christmas last year. lol.

im targeting UiTM Shah Alam over UKM which where im studying. why? i have like ton of reasons why, and one of the reason is well-known which is fees. not that we cant afford the rest, but how about i say, why must waste if you can choose something affordable. furthermore we are going to be hired later, the employers so not gonna ask you about how much fees you pay for your degree. well of course they will ask you about which ipta you graduated but UiTM is so okay! even though the requirement for the in take is low for me but that is acceptable.

my brother is ok with UiTM, he didnt argue and that's make me feel myself like a cool sister. cool huh. lol

aiyaa time is ticking..gonna work later have to prepare now. adiosss

tired

2012-01-25T21:14:00.000+08:00

taking care other heart. im too old for that. i wanna spare mine. i guess its the time to make this life easier. saying the truth. you dont like it, leave it.

bored of drama. too old for that either.

pictures of the day #christmas

2012-01-19T12:16:00.002+08:00

brother

with maria, my bestfriend since we were 6 y/o

home at kudat and this is my relatives

christmas morning at pcs kandawayon kudat with atik, fenella and enly

christmas

picture of the day #dentnexttopmodel

2012-01-18T11:11:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year!

2012-01-01T01:44:00.004+08:00

happy new year everybody

and merry merry Christmas. im getting old, so do you. you like it no? im getting busy, how about yall? well, its new year..and i need a new resolution cuz i dont remember my last one, but before i share this resolution thingy, i really wanna say that i am very grateful for 2011..

so this is it, my 2012 resolutions,

i. graduation, car and license, 5 k.

ii. looking forward for the real thing, accepting myself, forgiving myself and not looking back to the pains i had...im grateful

a lot of thing happened and i dont know how to show it..i dont know how to share it..

my granny already gone, right after my daddy text me about how he was so sorry for not telling me that granny was real sick that time and actually she is already gone that time when he told me that granny was sick...i dont know what to do, i didnt cry...

this instant

2011-12-11T14:39:00.002+08:00

granny is sick right now. i cant imagine the future tomorrow. daddy is very good in keeping my heart safe. i understand but i hate it.

this is crazy

2011-12-08T22:12:00.002+08:00

goodness me. three days in a row doing over time for my part time for some vvip dinner.

today is a day rest for me even i did wen to work today because i have to be responsible for the job given to me. i know they need me and i need money. seeing my acc with that amount is really a touching moment and thus i want to work harder.

ok so we done with our first mv. kajai glee's mv. we took only 2 days to finish it.

this copy cat mv is nothing to compare to the real one but i still like it.

takut

2011-12-07T08:42:00.001+08:00

call from stranger and last night dream.

Sukan Masum Pantai 2011

2011-12-05T10:04:00.002+08:00

thank goodness. even though cant get through the second level but i have enjoyed very well the play.

got to play with malaysia players is really an opportunity. one in a life time for me. apa lagi this is my first and last masum. well, being there at bagan pinang, port dickson for masum is real awesome. got to see so many talented person, making new friends. see, volleyball, football ukm champions.

how cool is that

2011-11-30T23:31:00.003+08:00

training and competition will be given allowances.

omg. how cool is that. its more cool when im going to be pair up with my ex teammate, ojong. we play together during our secondary school. she is a junior of mine from the other school. can you imagine. same background here in ukm, playing again, teammates again. second cool thing is, when you are trained together with Malaysia player for this game. hoho no need la mention their name here, afraid that their gf will hit me with their tongue. lalala

well, im really happy today. i met eric and his father. finally. i never done this before and i dont know how to do it. i guess being yourself when meeting your father in law is really working. he likes me and i like him too. meeting him the first time, i cant found any awkwardness.

p/s tomorrow, we will be leaving ukm to PD for MASUM

poison last game. um open.

2011-11-27T11:29:00.000+08:00

um open is great but i wanna watch breaking dawn & everything.

thanks to ukm for giving us rm100 per person. after our third game we won but didnt manage to go for the next level cuz we lost two games before that. ojong and i went to midvalley with eric also. i am so disappointed that the seat for every movie is full not to mention how ugly i look like that time. ojong is so okay with her outing wear. i mean tshirt and jean. while me, i didnt bring anything for outing. so i just with my training shirt and the short from the game.

our last game together for this year with poison is yesterday and waking up myself today, i feel like im starting to miss this game very much and of course the team. yesterday game was like a wake up call. everyone was there. international player, newbie and etc. oh man they are so good. i need to improvise my skill.

i think i did better yesterday than the last game at uitm. i gave shot from all position. open ball, second ball, third ball and backspike. thank to dania, our setter. she listen to me. i asked for the ball to be set up as i want. and thank God, she made to gave a good ball.

well, next week is my last game. i dont know whit whom i will be pair up for the beach game. so go masum.go priscilla.

067

2011-11-25T23:21:00.000+08:00

period.

i speak less. so u should too.

Pribryan Mark

2011-11-25T02:11:00.000+08:00

"kakak ini nombor telefon saya...Pribryan Mark"

receiving this text from my youngest brother is a really touching moment. :') i tried to give a reply but run out of battery. we were having our so called intensive training for um open on saturday that time...

004

2011-11-23T00:56:00.000+08:00

supposed got training tonight at pj but i choose go outing with eric

we went to jalan reko with my track suit and pnyada tshirt. i mean my rugged tshirt with uncomb hair and with my fipper slipper. God, i must look ugly that time..but i dont care yang penting i know im gojes!

actually we went to metro kajang before to reko. i bought a pink short for the games. after we reach reko, i bought what ojong asked me. shorts and jersey. as usual, we will drop by one of the stall to buy karipap. i love eating hot karipap while jalan jalan and i love talking to eric with my mouth full of karipap. i know its ugly but i still like doing it. hahaha.

this is the pic of reko uptown which not mine, i google them. sometime people calling this place bangi uptown.

003

2011-11-22T16:00:00.001+08:00

never mind, i'll found someone like you#np

God. so many thing to do so many think to think so many thing to plan. im already 22 and havent finish my license yet. i need transportation to make this life easier.

002

2011-11-20T23:38:00.000+08:00

just moved in a new house at hentian kajang.

staying here this night only. tomorrow, im going back to ukm. cant stay here for the time being, so busy with the training for next week UM tournament and for masum.

i love staying here but i think i have to find another house because guess what, im recruiting my army here, so i have to find bigger home. my brother is staying with me after he finish his stpm next month. already told my parent about this, but they said i have to come home first to disscuss this thing. maklumlah nak bawa anak lelaki sulung mereka. haha tak boleh sembarangan bilang durang. :P

001

2011-11-20T14:47:00.001+08:00

being on extended semester is not an easy life. new friend new community and new way of living. it is very difficult to adjust something that we already used to..

now that, anasty and vella are no longer here cuz they already graduated, now, i am going to church alone. it is so sad when you are in the church but you actually sitting alone. no familiar friends right behind you cuz others are with their own friends and some of them are busy serving.

goodbye 19 nov

2011-11-20T00:13:00.000+08:00

just got back from rehearsel for tomorrow.

esok saya akan terlibat dalam pelayanan tarian with maureen, niethy and joane dan saya sgt bersyukur sebab diberi penghormatan seperti ini..melayani raja segala raja

Birthday 22

2011-11-19T01:20:00.000+08:00

thanking God for the rest of my life.

i spend my birthday with eric. we went nowhere except sitting on the bench of my college foyers while watching glee kajai practicing, talking about love and cuddling. hehe

thanx love, xoxo.

2011-11-17T23:51:00.000+08:00

i just wanna celebrate my birthday with family :'(

Thank you papa

2011-11-15T21:13:00.003+08:00

if people ask me, who is your fav man of all. the answer is my daddy.

i told him how i used my money. i text-ed him, saying that i am moving out from hostel and paid rm300, half the rent and half the deposit. [actually the deposit was rm400 so im gonna pay rm250 next month.] just now, i checked my acc and seeing that number. i feel guilty..its a mistake..i did not ask for money bah dady. hurmm i feel like troubling you. i promised you daddy your day will come..i love you so much.

tomorrow is french test. listening and grammar. i havent study yet but i know it going to be easy. i have gave all my attention during class. God, i still moved by the feeling..i called home but they were unreachable. so i just text dady, explaining and thanks him..

budgeting

2011-11-13T08:23:00.005+08:00

its still around 830 am.

im going to church later, the service start at 10 am. believe it or not i havent take my bath, im still working on my budget for this month. i hope this gonna work. well, i packed my thing, half of my thing cuz im gonna move this evening at hentian kanjang. surprise surprise.

im not working on sunday, today and and im gonna take a day off tomorrow for masum and um open volleyball training, from 5 to 12 pm. we watched immortal last friday night. it is a good movie i guess even they cut some censored part and yes, im disappointed too. hahaha

ok i guess i dont have anything to write, so im gonna stop here..leave ur comment..haha nope kidding. its okey :p

2011-11-10T23:31:00.002+08:00

i hope i'll be rich before i reach 30 cuz i overtime again today.

i said yes to my puri gang, colleagues at puri pujangga ukm when they ask me to join them wayanging for immortal tomorrow night. then an hour ago, eric ask me to watch immortal next week after his exam a night before my birthday. hmm..i already said no to them yesterday they went for a midnight movie, in time. hmm i dont mind watching with eric second time but..is this gonna hurt him ..

things i love about being a part time waiter

2011-11-10T00:21:00.007+08:00

i eat a lot today.so i know im gaining another pound tomorrow.

right now, i really wanna be the best of me. i wanna make thing right.

better of me

daughter

sister

friend

girlfriend

employee

i believe in this world there is so many thing to learn.

even for a waiter. i am really thankful that i made myself be a waitress before doing the real job what ever it is. i dont want to write much. so here things i love about being a part time waiter.

free foods. makeups. money.

-- yeah right. this might the biggest attraction of all but there is a thing that you cant get unless you are in the cooking school or anything else.

knowledge

i have learned how to make a fine drinks.

teh tarik. nescafe tarik. capucino. lemon tea ice. etc

i have learned how to make friends.

office department, kitchen, foods and beverages, housekeeping, steward and technician

i have met many type of people

datuk. datin. kulit hitam. kulit putih. english native speaking. half half speaking english. rude people. humble people. colleague yang pemalas. pemarah. sinis.

so many things lagi..im really touched by how God letting me through all this situation ..He wants me to see this big things

Blackberry, experia or htc?

2011-11-09T01:03:00.003+08:00

man, its already 1.03 am.

sleeping late again tonight just because studying this 3 big brands. uhh i really want a new cell phone . i want something fancy, catchy, brand-licious and yes i want we look great together.i want i want. but really priscilla, you dont need this thing. see all your listing, its all are desire. want want and want. dont you remember that you are once committed of taking care of your treasures, money etc etc.

well, yes. by the way, i already received my pay-cheque for october and im surprise that it almost reached 1k. 954 ringgit for 25 days. how does it sound to you huh? haha i havent told my dad about this. i am gonna die to told him, them about this! but i'm worried..is he going to cut out my allowances next time i ask him mine..wohoo. wuu this is real risk. i do wanna make them proud of me..but i need their support at the same time...but seriously ..i already burden them by paying my ticket for christmas and my other bills.

this month i have like ton of bills queuing..haha but yakin seja Tuhan pasti buka jalan, at that time pasti saja saya akan dihiburkan :)) like this month la..

good lord. jauhnya saya cerita..well about the cell phone. i already ask opinion from eric and he comes up with a brilliant idea. he said, buy the blackberry next year, that time must be cheaper. huaa i think im gonna ask my dad next..hee

done. sleepy hwead :P

shopping for makeup

2011-11-06T21:11:00.014+08:00

i woke up at 8.30 am today then rushed into the bathroom. i went to the church then went outing to kajang, Metro Kajang. with step, maureen and florina. honestly, if you are a student and wish to do some shopping for your groceries, you are stupid to do it here.

well, its very different in my case, i shop for makeup and some groceries too..so not really that stupid lah. lol .

so today i add my collection for my makeup. i went to the watson and wooohoo, i am a member finally!

they gave me like ton of voucher i dont know which will be useful. apapun the price must be cheaper every time i donor my money here. lol. so talking about makeup, i don't say i never went out without a makeup. i am a flexible person, i can live without a makeup, in fact i am much more useful without makeup. lol what i mean actually i don't care what i really look like in front others. so you out there who always criticize others with their makeup. you are a moron. perghh tiba tiba emo

usually for my daily makeup, i'm a bit shy lah to story this, because i know you'll say, i might have the worst makeup ever. :( okey forget that. usually, i'll just use a regular pencil to line my eyes, perhaps this gonna make my eyes bigger because of my gojes sepet eyes.

then i'll put some sheer to make it smooky. so far, i prefer using the black sheer. emo emo la kunun finally i'll apply the mascara.

then baru i apply the compact powder. ugly bukan. no foundation applied on my face before lining my eyes. i know i know. and you also ugly. lol. so i bought myself today, a Silky Girl foundation, yeah i am trying to diversify my makeup context. i choose the natural color, a little darker from my skin. i heard choosing darker tone than your real tone can make you look fairer. is it true? then i bought IN2IT sheers, two colors , black and gold.

my first foundation, Silky Girl. because its cheap. at least i know how to play the rule of 'paitong'.lol

this is the second combination of color that i have. before this i just afford to bought the regular one, not that sheering but can do la, at least it last longer

but im still tanned..btw i left my hp in the taxi after shopping at kajang..perghhh

Wouldnt change a thing.

2011-11-05T07:32:00.002+08:00

Somehow song speaks louder than our own selves

Wouldn't Change a Thing , Demi Lovato

(DEMI) (echoes: Joe)

It's like he doesn't hear a word I say

His mind is somewhere far away

And I don't know how to get there

It's like

(She's way too serious)

All he wants is to chill out

(She's always in a rush)

He makes me wanna pull all my hair out

(And interrupting)

Like he doesn't even care

(Like she doesn't even care)

(Demi)

You,

(Joe)

(Demi)

We're face to face

(Both)

But we don't see eye to eye

(Demi) (echoes: Joe)

Like fire and rain

(Like fire and rain)

You can drive me insane

(You can drive me insane)

(Both)

But I can't stay mad at you for anything

(Demi) (echoes: Joe)

We're Venus and Mars

(We're Venus and Mars)

We're like different stars

(Like different stars)

http://lyrics.kamranweb.com/2010/06/wouldnt-change-thing-lyrics-camp-rock-2.html

(Both)

But you're the harmony to every song I sing

And I wouldn't change a thing

(Joe) (echoes:Demi)

She's always trying to save the day

Just wanna let my music play

She's all or nothing

But my feelings never change

(Why does he try to read my mind?)

I try to read her mind

(It's not good to psychoanalyze)

She tries to pick a fight

To get attention

That's what all of my friends say

(That's what all of my friends say)

........

Friday dilema

2011-11-04T09:27:00.002+08:00

woot. i wish i will survive this morning today.

i havent training volleyball until now since the tournament, wow and now i felt like monster. macam tambah satu lapisan lemak atas perut saya ni. dilema kedua, saya hitam hitam hitam. hurmm macam mana mau putih before dinner vvip kat begonia nanti. on 17 november, begonia staff, all the puri staff will be having a dinner for pn. lin, the hotel manager. tension juga, everytime something big come mesti time tu lah kulit i ni gelap. tak cantik langsung.

2007. after kakom, memang hitam lah kan, i'm the volleyball captain kononnya lah for kml. then our group joinlah dance competition sempena kebudayaan kml, ok buruk. antara 3 kami ni bestfriends i sorang yang paling aktif, kulit i taklah cerah sangat tapi taklah hitam seperti hari tu, then bergambar lah kami kan. then tengok pic dia memang, i paling bida. huhu

2011. after volley kat kampung. my bestfriend punya engagement. kami 3 orang bergambar sekali lagi. ok hitam juga. aduh..apa cerita nanti when we get old nanti ah. adakah satu gambar kami yang sama sama paling i yang gojes. hahaha

yang sekarang ni, jangan cakaplah. memang hangus sudah. bye.

Waiter: Not an easy job Part I

2011-11-01T22:50:00.003+08:00

Today I woke up at 5.00 am okay, 5. 00 am.

I woke up early, I mean Eric wake me up because we promise to do revision. His final exam would be after raya and mine is just a mid semester exam, Biochemistry. Well, I admit this is a last minute study.

Today, before I enter the Begonia Coffee House, I went to the housekeeper store and met Makji to borrow the iron for my uniform. I was late 5 minutes and thank God I dont see En. Khalid the operation manager around the coffee house. Anna my colleague said that he is meeting now with the other staff. En. Khalid is a good manager but sometimes in a certain situation, when it is busy in the coffee house, he needs to be cool and motivate the other staff to be cool. One thing I like about him is he likes to give a compliment when you are doing the right thing, for example when you are treating the guest the right way.

Working at coffee house had teach me many thing in this industry generally working industry. One thing people needs to know is working as WAITER or WAITRESS is not an easy job. One more thing waiter or waitress should be those who are brilliant ! Easy to saylah if you bungu bungu ( polite word for moron ) to serve guest, maka alamatnya bingraplah perniagaan orang* . Tak ada yang nak datang nya pun. hmm ...

Again today, muka I ni nampak macam student ke. Sebab asal I serve, I trip proper proper then mesti diorang akan tanya awak ni student ke. Sometimes rimas jugalah when I said yes saje then they all tanye banyak banyak pula. Awak ni baguslah. Fakulti mane? Ramai ke budak UKM kat sini. Wow. Mesti panjang gilalah cerita kitaorang ni. Then my manager sometimes I guess die suke I friendly and sometimes he was like jeling jeling, macam signal yang mahu bagitahu, you better stop the chat Priscilla and I was like Okey, kena teruskan ke tak ni. Macam mane nak undur diri the proper way ni. They all didnt teach me. Ya I know this is something common but how if I am doing it wrongly..hoho

to be continue..

gambar kat atas adalah gambar aku dengan Azam time his last day at Begonia, die nak sambung study da. Congrates Azam :)

Christmas is not the same without family

2011-11-01T05:56:00.003+08:00

Happy birthday Far Away. Dont play jauh jauh my dear. It would be very hard for us and him to catch you nanti..hihi and welcome to the month of love, our novembre.

1 jam juga aku ambil masa untuk beli tiket dan terima kasih Tuhan kerana tiket yang murah itu. My parent called me last saturday while we were playing volleyball. They insisted me to be home for Christmas as I told them earlier that I will not going back home for Christmas this year. I am very touched and moved by my dad, as he insisted to pay the ticket for me when I just ask for money last two weeks, and it is not a small amount of money..

and oh ya, I almost forgot, the UiTM tournament, just third place. Oklah, got to meet the sukma players. huh besaaaaar bah durang. Then our team poison is now official with the first game of ours. At first I want to choose number 22 as my jersey number as I am going to be you know. heeee but they just allowed us to choose until 14 only. Huh There go my jersey value...thank goodness belum ada orang pilih no. 10. 10 10 10, the number of love. hihi. Huh I must stop crapping now, the time is ticking..going to work at eleven this morning, test on wednesday and I havent finish my reading. Bless you my jersey :))) <3

When the love is fading away

2011-10-29T23:34:00.002+08:00

Lord, what should I do.

We need Your guidance. I love this relationship God but I love You more. Why its feel so right to be in love again those time. Happy anniversary love. I wish to have more anniversary with you.

You are never a regret. Ask me and I will stay..

Dying to be thin

2011-10-28T22:52:00.003+08:00

Siapa yang tak mahu kurus.

Lately, this diet routine seems not helping.

Tomorrow, handball for sukem with Jaq.

Tomorrow night, kelas pemuridan SPK ; Single dan Pranikah.

Sunday, UiTM Volleyball Open

Training jam 8 malam, habis training jam 12:30 then went to mapley/mamak then sampai bilik jam 2 pagi..

apa macam nak kurus

Emotional week

2011-10-28T00:20:00.004+08:00

Am I getting my period, duh.

Kebelakangan ni , sa rasa sa terlalu beremosi. Semua tak kena. Hari tu kami training volleyball di Putrajaya for UiTM Shah Alam open, memang kick gila lah training dia, mau pecah muscle sa. Entah kenapa bah tu, tiba tiba down ni then during training I didn't perform well. Maka nama saya kena sebut sebagai mereka yang perlukan usaha yang lebih untuk play well. Man..time tu rasa down gila sebab you know you play well but the coach tell you that you are not like what you describe yourself, but memang salah sendirilah you don't perform well tapi baru 2 hari you see me playing. Tapi..

Then hari tu, ada ni Iranian guy yang jadi guest dekat tempat sa part time memang kaw kaw gila annoying. betul menakutkan. Malaslah sa mau describe dia macam mana, tapi dia memang annoying. p/s jarang sa cakap orang annoying ah. Ok then with my bf tadi, sori darling...

So Im getting busy from day to day, this Sunday got tournament at Shah Alam, UiTM. Bah jum tidur. Sleep tight you monsters.

--kalau ada orang tanya saya sekarang apa yang paling saya sayang. Jawab dia adalah masa.

Im in, UKM team.

2011-10-24T14:45:00.003+08:00

Give me a warm hug team mates! annoyingnya you priscilla

3 years ago I quit volley, this year is really a come back for me but I think this is weird, I quit playing for 3 years and I am still playing good, in fact I think I'm playing better. Bayangkan bah 3 tahun tak main tu... haha. I know I am now annoying, tapi betul dulu sa ikut suka hati spike saja, yang penting kuat ada bunyi, orang tidak boleh ambil, kick lah tu sa rasa. Tapi sekarang, this game is more to strategy for me. Kuat spike saja tida cukup. Strategi mesti ada. The mind must control the game.

We won the volley beach and obviously I'm well tanned. This is the first time I play for the volley beach, the rules are quiet different compared to the regular volleyball. There is only two players for each team and you can not set a ball using the common setting, easy to say just dig to set the ball. I paired with Wani, a 5' 8'' tall while I am just 5' 1''. Yes, I'm a shorty.

When people ask me what made me this tanned or the harsh way of saying, very dark. hitam. I told them lah that I play volleyball and its very offensive when some of them say, you pendek, boleh main ke. Dem you. Well, I used to it already.

The manager was there, during the game. She liked me and offer me to join the team. UKM team. This evening is my first day of training and the tournament is this weekend at UiTM, Shah Alam and I might be joining and paired up with Wani again for the volleyball beach for Masum this November.

Nodded and grinned at the same time. Ngeeeee

2011-10-22T01:42:00.005+08:00

When you try your best but you dont succeed.......#FixYou, Coldplay

Playing this song over and over again. I supposed I have to be on bed right now but lately posting on my blog is a little addicting to me. Well, today I went to the reception at the coffee house and there's a guy standing in front the reception. As I am aware that this Puri Hotel, Which a hotel in UKM which where I part-time myself is having Kastam Officer from all over the place Malaysia, I Insist to concentrate my sabahan accent. Not that I dont do the accent but this one I do it even denser and clearer. Saja mau bagi orang dengar.hahaha

My eyes were not really focusing the guy, so I expect nothing but what is certainly expected is after I speak with Fatin (the receptionist) the guy turn to me and say, " sabahan ka?'' . Bingo! I return his greeting, nodding and grinned. gosh kalaulah kamurang nampak sa buat tu muka. ngeeeee

'Asal mana', he added. 'kudat', I grinned to him again. hahaha. ' Ai samalah kita ni', he said. Bingo bingo! kakaka. We chat for a moment before he went to his room and I continue doing my job. dunia ni kecik ja kan..

Well bisuk I am gonna rock the volley beach. macam mau pakai short with sunglasses. But I dont have one that suit for the game. Buli ka tu sa pakai short sa pakai untuk jalan jalan and sipek mata study sa. hahaha

p/s anne bagi saya td quarter saiz punya kek coklat! sa makan awal pagi bisuk untuk brekfes. makan sekarang bikin gemuk, tapi ada sa cuba td..uhhhhrgggghhh...... sedappp..... baik sa cepat-cepat pg tidur sebelom habissss..huaaahhh

one more thing, my bahasa suck. I speak sabahan. They dont understand! I speak KL. They dont too! keep mocking our slang. sa timbak kamu satu satu. hahaha pinjaaat juga sa ni. kikiki

2011-10-22T01:42:00.002+08:00

When you try your best but you dont succeed...#FixYou, Coldplay

Playing this song over and over again. I supposed I have to be on bed right now but lately posting on my blog is a little addicting for me. Well, I went to the reception at the coffee house and there's a guy standing in front the reception. As I am aware that this Puri Hotel, Which a hotel in UKM which where I part-time myself is having Kastam Officer from all over the place Malaysia, I Insist to concentrate my sabahan accent. Not that I dont do the accent but this one I do it even denser and clearer. Saja mau bagi orang dengar.

My eyes were not really focused with the guy, so I expect nothing but what is certainly expected is after I speak with Fatin (the receptionist) the guy beside me turn to me and say, " sabahan ka?'' . Bingo! I return his greeting, nodding and grinned. gosh kalaulah kamurang nampak sa buat tu muka. ngeeeee

'Asal mana', he added. 'kudat', I grinned to him again. haha. ' Ai samalah kita ni', he said. Bingo for the second time! kakaka. We chat for a moment before he went check in and I continue on my duty. dunia ni kecik ja kan..

Well bisuk I am gonna rock the volley beach. macam mau pakai short with sunglasses. But I dont have one that suit for the game. Buli ka tu sa pakai short sa pakai untuk jalan jalan. lol

p/s anne bagi saya td quarter saiz punya kek coklat! sa makan awal pagi bisuk untuk brekfes. makan sekarang bikin gemuk, tapi ada sa cuba td..uhhhh sedappp baik sa cepat-cepat pg tidur..huaaahhh

one more thing, my malay suck. I speak sabahan. They dont understand! I speak KL. They dont too! keep mocking our slang. sa timbak kamu satu satu. hahaha pinjaaat juga sa ni. kikiki

2 ugly sista.

2011-10-21T00:23:00.005+08:00

O goodness me. Forgive me God, I think I am going crazy If I say I'm okay working with this ugly sista. Grrrr.

First, I dont like people who always complain. Second, dont touch my ASS, you morons! Im going crazy im going crazy. Dont blame me If I bring parang someday! Joking! No! Im not joking! Huh. Okey, now Im good.

Today, I worked for 14 hours, seven to nine. An hour is 4.50 ringgit. So how much I earn today? You do the mathematics. Well, It wasn't a busy day at Begonia Coffee House today after all even it is an international function today, A collaboration of Thai & Msia Student in term...of bla bla..Im so busy focusing the 'people' until I couldn't help myself noticing the name of the function. Omgee, Thai's Students is really an eyes candy. lol. Seriously serious.

Volley beaching

2011-10-20T01:02:00.002+08:00

Yeah right. She is inviting me to play the volleyball beach with her this saturday for sukem.

I'm not really hoping for the beach game but I am so thrilled by the UM open this coming November. Wuuu please pick me..

I walk like a pingu.

2011-10-17T23:18:00.003+08:00

Pingu. My body is in pain, especially my leg. Well well, is that so. Yes, I didnt do any stretching for the game and now I cant walk well. Kangkang sini kangkang sana.

So today I sent my baby to be repair, and diagnose that the wireless adapter is broken. So I just bought her the external adapter that cost me 35 ringgit.

I work from 2 to 10 pm today, not a busy day but I broke 2 glasses.

Looking for a French speaking boyfriend.

2011-10-17T01:24:00.002+08:00

Man. If ma boipren sees this. He will sheez me. kikiki. siou ah bebeh, this is just a fish talk. I love you very much. Tett. wink wink**

Yes, I am learning French...I wonder when will I be able speaking French fluently..

I remember those time, when I was a kid..the question of when will I be able talking chinese [ cuz the fact that chinese tv2 drama at that time is very famous plus my cousins are chinese, there was a time when they bring me to their kampong at batu 8 kudat and their grandma talking chinese with me and I was like...aduiii apa ni nene cakap ni, "cousin cover sa dulu nanti dia tida bagi sa angpau leh'']

as for english..I used to dream a lot about speaking in english in my dream, and I was that fluent till I wake up..haha. During my secondary school I was like okey okey lah in english in writing..ah then I tell you this funny story..ahhh..dun tell anyone okey. haha.

I was a prefect at that time, 2005, class 4 siber and it was a meeting for all prefect for the school as we are going to have a celebration for all prefect. Then direct to the point, I was chosen to be one of the EMCEE. An english emcee. Dang! I look everybody, and I was like, why me why me. Please please not me not me. Not that I am not good enough to write the script but I hate stage. I am freaking scared of the stage and audience and teacher. at that time.

Do you know what happened after that. I panicked on stage. I blank. For a very few minutes........thank God the Bahasa emcee backing me up...screw me. haha. It was really an awkward moment...I feel very horrible..huaaah.

=.=''

The ugly truth

2011-10-16T11:59:00.003+08:00

Our volleyball team only can bring the silver medal for this year. Obviously, everybody is satisfied. I really think that I did a good job and so did the team. Imagine, just two of us that play well, Wani and I. Wani play for MASUM and I just the hidden talent that they need for MASUM. Yes, I am convince about that. Silencing myself for 3 years for the thing I love the most since I was a kid, my passion. I almost forget this...

Now I am back here, I am not sure they still want me or not..even I try hard proving to them myself is good enough to be part of the team..it seem its not enough for them..and yes this made me like I am not good enough even I think I am good enough..Is that a problem to be on team when you are that great. Shit

Well, they seem contented picking the freshmen..I know they know that I am good enough. I am better....

and yet after all the arrogant thinking of mine ..after all I have to be content that maybe this is not for me..this is the training where God wants me to be humble...as He was once been at the low even He was good enough for us..

Hari tu saya marah

2011-10-15T12:54:00.006+08:00

Seriously, I am very pissed off by you that time.. but not the day after not today.

Everyone has their own boiling point . Hari tu sa marah, sa kasih tinggi suara and lepas geram sama tu meja, sa hentak la kunun guna tangan sa. Sedap...hentak tu meja time marah-marah. Then, sa tunjuk muka tida suka sama ni kawan kerja sa...sombong juga sa time tu. huh menakutkan.

Seriously, I am not the type of person yang suka memanas, betul..but this two sisters kan kind of annoyed me sometimes everyday, then I burst out that day that time. Imagine, they kind of giving me pressure everyday by trying to reach out my ehemmm..haha

But..geez...priscilla. Apalah kau expect? Am I a joke to u pipel. Adeh sa betul2 marah time tu la..bukan main-main..huhu

Busy benar

2011-10-12T09:37:00.002+08:00

How I wish to post story on my blog everyday#

Gosh, It is a busy week. I miss so many thing. Remember the Chinese Christian girls yang invite I join volley them, they invite me for a match at UPM and dinner with them also, but Priscilla is so busy, she cant go.

#we just know each other and they are treating me like we known each other for a very long time

Last Monday was our first anniversary. We dont go anywhere but I love him always. punya tai lengong punya description of celebration. haha.

#He is my first anniversary :)

Tonight my friend invite me to meet the UKM volley team. Gosh, im so anticipate by this. I quit volley 3 years ago. This time im so not going to lose you anymore

Im so gonna start the pathetic chapter of mine. I'm going to buy for an A. I am paying student for a lecture notes. I was stupid I did not do this years ago.

#I'm so cool yo.

Bubye, Im late for french class.

Tick tock!

2011-10-09T00:02:00.004+08:00

Just come back from IR rehearsal for tomorrow service at SIB Kajang. This is the first service that involve me as the dancer after coming back here again. I supposed to be on bed now but I have to do my laundry, and of course washing machine is not a choice. Hahaha. So, while waiting my laundry I open facebook and as usual open my blog. hehe. See if got any comment then I check dashboard, check for any new post. hehe, I am a loyal reader [kalau ter0nline lah, kalau di kampung tak dapat online, 3g hampeh] ...I love reading good stuff.

One of my fav blog is ' A cup of pulled tea' but sayang, the owner quit on blogging and closed the blog.

So until now I never get to know who is he. I know he is a he because of the male avatar. hikhik..but I do believe he is still reading mine, so if u out there Mr. Tea Drinker, we miss u here. :))

So that its, got to have enough rest.

Chaw!

A blessed sabbath morning

2011-10-08T13:30:00.009+08:00

Terima kasih Tuhan atas rezeki yang melimpah-limpah hari ni, memang saya tidak pernah berkekuranganlah.

I woke up early today, tepat jam 11.30 am. Like a Queen bee. Online then sms daddy. Mintak duit. Cuz my wallet getting THINNER as IM NOT. Jeles tau. Well, to be honest my pattern of asking and the way I ask for money is getting upgraded. True.

2007/2008, matriculation ;

Me : Pa, dompet saya nipis sudah...

dad : o kenapa?

me: [ erkkk ] ....

2008/2009, freshman UKM;

me : hai pa, apa khabar family?

dad : baik juga. apa macam ko sana?

me : ok juga ni.

dad: [teda suda reply, he only answer sms yang ada soalan and kalau balaspun it took him forever to answer my sms]

me: [then i mesej lg] pa saya perlu duit.

dad: berapa? [ simplenyer sms dad aku huh, sudah namapun Short message service,kan. Mesti pap aku ingat if we text the simpe as possible will cost him sikit jua...hahaha papa papa ]

2010/2011;

me: pa, kirim sa duit bisuk, rm sekian sekian.

dad: ok

--- hahaha berani betul sa minta direct direct

sekarang/ tadi;

me: pa, kasih pinjam dulu rm begini begini

dad: bila mau?

--- memang upgrade, kc pinjam ah..I hope dia tida tagi sa baliklah hahaha come on la dady, baru naik gaji bah kan. hihihi

God bless u dady..

p/s hari ni sa makan macaroni jak, sa ingat jua sa on diet hihi

Pic hari tu time hantar ona p apot :))

Tale come first. Truth come second.

2011-10-07T23:03:00.001+08:00

oh diet. Indah paras dari rupa. Syukur betul ni hari berjaya tak ambil nasik. SO kirenye first day aku diet.hikhik. Gosh why I sound like Keyhell-ian punya orang. haha. Well, time to change. If 3 years ago, I waste my time , ego berabis not to sound like people here because of the so-called bangga jadi urang Sabah but now lets give a try. Not that I 'kacang lupakan kulit' tau but this is simple practical of 'not to judge' ..haha. I'm thinking that, if you dont let yourselves learn the simple language and change a little bit of the slang/accent, how are you going to learn the other?..but it doesnt mean you sepeaking sem* slang all the time or with everybody. Kiter beringatlah siket kan. Man, I'm learning new langu, French. Wish me all the best.

So here it is, this is the fish that I can bring for today,

1. First day of the diet season.--- as far as I remember the only diet that bring to success is when I decided to not to take 'daging ayam' :) and no dinner. I lost a kilo for 2 weeks. hihi. ---p/s I am 52 kg recently and 155 cm

2. and yes, gaji sudah dapat but belum dapat cash larh, they gave the part timer cheque. Second time ni dapat cek but first time guna deposit mesin tu. haha. punya sakai. Monday baru masuk as I baru depositkan gune mesin deposit tu siang tadi.

3. Tetibe I am so interested with hotel industry. --- I love meeting pipel not terperap dalam makmal lah

4. Sharing sedikit

i. about my small boss aka the supervisor. This is his life cycle

Tukang sapu > t. cuci piring>waiter> after 6 years> supervisor> his salary more than

ii. yang ni bos sa cerita, degree punya student, engeneering~

waiter at shang ri la > manager at shang ri la, gaji dia puluh ribu okey

5. Everyday I do the counting. Before December next year and before the real job of mine. Highlight 5k in account CIMB. why cimb. bunga dia basar sekali.

6. Ni gambar saya rasa saya kurus 50 kg oh. --- TARGET 48 kg

yang ni selingan, sebab sa rasa cantik tul kan.

muahahahah

I eat like a pig again.

2011-10-06T01:16:00.000+08:00

Gosh! Im not that hungry but why cant I resist this temptation.

1. Bikin malu, bikin malu, bikin malu!! while tangan tampar2 perut --- I hope this will work. Hahaha!

2. I hope bisuk gaji --- I need money

3. Its raining today --- Rm5 juga melayang just untuk pergi tempat part time sa yg 9 minit jalan kaki tu, rejeki uncle taxi.

4. Someone is doing teh tarik & nescafe tarik for me --- of course lah this is heaven! hari2 sa rajin keja laini haha.

5. Sa tia mau gumuk lagi. --- buli ka sa mulakan diet start dia bisuk. hehe Tingu beh gumuk sa dulu time first year..iskkk

2011-10-04T22:57:00.006+08:00

Wow, I'm out of bicara here. So to summarize all thing today is the best way to not get confuse.

1. I work for 9 hours today for my part time. Its mean more $$. --- I need to save some money for future, Im targeting 5k in account before I get my desire JOB.

2. I eat like a PIG ! ---- Western Breakfast. Lunch like a kenduri. Giler. Janganlah sa gumuk macam my first year lagi, or even matriculation. Giler punya chubby dulu, tapi tetap cute larhhh.

3. Training volleyball for SUKEM. --- I am training with level ONE gang for SUKEM, I do my best to be humble in front of them, by not pressuring too much on showing off the skill I have. I prefer learning together and shared the experiences and skill I have.

4. I met a group of chinese's Christian girls --- They play volley and one of them represent Malaysia. Dont you feel the warm when meeting someone who has the same faith?. I do. I definitely proud at the max seeing youths who love God and they are with their Godly attitude. I will remember this forever, one of them saying this,

--Do you guys know why we met each other right here, right now? This is because God has prepare something big for us.

5. Sa kasih tumpah tomyam si ona. --- Bah, clumsy is my name.

6. Bisuk French class. ---- bah study saya dulu. Bubye.

Waitress for the Bride aka VIP Waitress

2011-10-02T23:27:00.002+08:00

First time : today,

1. Attending malay wed
2. Bride's waitress
3. Spilling out the glass in front crowded people.

Today

2011-10-01T00:03:00.000+08:00

Bonjour lecteurs,

I believe everyone has their own difficulties struggles and all the things that could be our most fear. As I was saying that, I definitely have my mine..and yes at the moment I'm having that situation..I always convince myself with a prayer. In my prayer, I told God that, I believe in Him, I know He will saves me and heals me..then I will listen to a church song..Its true listening to this true song really heals me inside, especially listening to, 'doa mengubah sesuatu' but one thing I really regret at those time. I respond good outside, little bit in the inside, all that killing me I hide it somewhereeee I couldnt search! I try to escape from all the struggle, refuse to talk about it, and I was like killed when people reminding me about that..

'That' is refer to my struggle in study, Lord how come I can convince myself that it will be the end of the pain of study when I decided to believe that I will be graduating when I told myself so. With unsubmit thesis,. how come I can be graduating. God! True, I have finish doing the thesis but, my supervisor wont approve me at the time I was submitting it, its killing me deeply, at that time but just like I was saying..I hide it! I am frighten, but see how fake I can be. I say I am happy, yes, all the time I am grateful to God, but I realized I never let Him heals me when I try to hide the struggle.

It was the week of exam, when we are about to submit thesis..and I am over smart I guess all this time I guess. Bad attitude two: studying last minutes. For God sake I forgot already how did I my way to this level. National University of Malaysia's student?? Are u kidding me, Priscilla. You are not that smart, to study last minutes with your thesis!....and plus, I LIED to my SECOND plan. A long time ago, during my second year, due to the low PNGK I have which BELOW 3. I decided to drop subjects for my second year and decided to extend a year for my study but, I spoiled myself and taked 8 subjects with a thesis for the last semester plus I was like super active last semester, I join camp, dance and dance, meeting and meeting..oh gila. How can I did that!

So the struggle ACTUALLY happened to be facing my supervisor! Iya I know it cute. haha I bet u all must be wondering, why? Ya, I really cant help myself seeing him. oh yeah him. ee betul saya tak boleh jumpa dia. He has 7 students included me under his supervision for degree student, and I notice that he don't seems interested with me at all. I accept that. Maybe, we are so crowded that he even cant notice me. In our discussion, I always be the last person picked for his question..and I was like..hmmm I dont have his attention, am I that small..but its okey we are 7 people. I understand.

During class, a class I called as it was just 20 plus plus of us total, after Dr. Zamri Zam finished his lecteru on BIOTECHNOLOGY PLANT, it was Dr. Nik turn to finish the lecture. Okey, I guess that time perhaps he will talks to me, and it was so frustrating that he even not looks at me while lecturing. Really down with his class, I take front seat but still the same. I admit I hate him that time and to heal myself, I will forget them ..cuz I know the truth that we must not hate.

This is for now the most struggle I have. I keep on my prayer for this struggle since I was hurt..then God sent me here again, I cried while in the plane.. for close information, I really didn't want to come semenanjung back, I miss my family, I miss my parent and siblings. I want to share my happiness with them all the time. Now, I have realized that He sent me here again because I need a deliverance and I believe that.

and yesterday was an answer and I am tearing for that, He made my day! as there was saying, segala sesuatu Indah pada waktuNya :) now I'm all the way to be heal. Yesterday, I gathered all my courage to meet him, my supervisor...I pray before I knock his door, third attempt of knocking finally my courage is at the peak then I knock. What a pleasant for me that he treat me well! and really like a father...he touched me deeply...he ask how I am doing and all the good stuff,.and yeah I breath well..betul saya puji Tuhan..Dr. Nik is listening to me..and 'sempat' before I close the door heading out from his room, I cannot tahan anymore..I let the tears down,..all the way to pusanika and kajai..jalan kaki. People is looking but I dont care, this is the tears of healing :))

Love You Jesus..I'll wait for more healing where ever you send me. :)

p/s Please let God heals you and you will be healed :)..indah pada waktuNya

Bonjour!

2011-09-28T23:52:00.000+08:00

Bonjour lecteurs!

Je vous remercie beaucoup d'être passe! =)

( translate sendiri la yer :p )

What a daay, its 11.01 pm already, and I just get home from beloved part time job at Puri UKM. UKM Puri is very crowded today with Nigerian People, oh yeaah. Don't worry, I'm not going to talk anything about their eating habit, its not nice. okey...dealing with these people had make me think more about the racism thingy,.and Im thinking.. its really unfair to judge people by their color..no such thing I firmly believe.

Like I was saying, banyak orang betul hari ni di Puri, so thats mean , more ORDERS and kamilah yang pengsan* taking the order and serving them, but what I am so amazed is when the time is ticking out, my friend and I of course lah getting tired like super tired, the steward* pun hilang entah ke mana pada Jam 9 plus plus, betul-betul kami macam hilang arah bagai kapal yang tiada nakodah , I am grateful that I was still able to give a good service to the customer, this is all by the Lord grace I genuinely believe.

Lecteurs,

It was my first class for FRENCH today! Im grateful enough, finally I get to learn foreign language! Some people may say we can find another alternative to learn them,. Yes for the smart and hard working one, but not for me! Not without a teacher! I love teacher teaching me! I love tutorial I hate lecture. SMall is better than big. Well, I like the attention in a small room, not the big one.

Well, got to stop here, :)))

****distracted by someone TEXT :PPP

2011-09-18T21:42:00.000+08:00

yosh! Im so out of title for now but I have something that really great to share with you all, readers. See, lately I'm struggling about a few things that had happened in my life recently..that sometimes I could almost act like I never learned all the values from our church..but today's sermon is really freshen me up. Reminding me to be on track again not to count how many pain I have..

Semua pengalaman yang kita hadapi sama ada baik atau buruk adalah satu PROSES untuk menjadikan kita lebih dewasa dengan nilai-nilai yang murni..

[ geez..I really shoud write it down during the sermon...macam pelik ja bunyi dia...betul2 nda pandai simpan memory oh ni my precious brain ]

Apapun, Im really on track again. I thank God! Thank You Jesus!

2011-09-18T06:36:00.000+08:00

I am a bit a worried about hows home. How they handle the situation...Dear Lord, please help my dad, give him the strength, give us.

Is my choice coming here is the right thing I have done Lord? I dont know...

17 sep 2011

2011-09-17T21:16:00.000+08:00

Dear today,

Finally I can make up to you, everything that may concern and yes spending my time to get in here with you my dearest man. I appreciate every moment we are together.

Well, this is what I have planned earlier, so I must go with it. O Lord, guide me, heal me.

August 10th, 2011

2011-08-10T08:00:00.000+08:00

Happy Month**** both of you!

What do you know, today is my last day in LKM! Soooo, Im doing my best and Lord please Guide me! Anndd protect the person that I love.

xoxo

August 9th, 2011

2011-08-09T12:50:00.001+08:00

Heluuu,

Its been a while, not. Well, Im living my life very well. Everything is well, except mummy not that really well. She's sick and Its quiet hard for dady, taking care of her..everyday driving himself Kudat-KM and I here still with my second last-day of intern. Im praying hard for mum ever seen, I know the word 'sick' she is sick. God, I dont know what to do. Daddy is really a God sent for her. God, daddy is so nice to her! and to us of course.

Life is hard isnt it. Hard when it comes to getting problemo. As for now, I define mine, as its really hard to move to anywhere without any vehicle. Yes. Its such a burden for me. If only I have my license done, it must be easier. God, I need to be very patience. I should wait, shouldnt I. Well, Im still grateful.

31 july 11

2011-07-31T20:01:00.000+08:00

I missed the Telekom Interview..sad, I guess this is the lesson for me not to delay next time. Hurm well still got 8 days at LKM..

First Interview on 23 Julai

2011-07-23T19:06:00.000+08:00

Dear lolipops,

Today was my first interview, not one but two. Puji Tuhan again, first hit and I was approved, then I went to maswings interview..and I got rejected all because 2 cm. 155 cm. Well, at least I try even I know it already..it was great experience though. Well, I am happy with the job. I'll start from the bottom..who knows when I will be the CEO in future. kekeke. Anyway, I cant wait to work with those big people at the W group. I cant wait have my own income and yes CAR. I wanna you so much babe.

p/s uncle mihail and my bro GG who send me today. Love u all.

Two

2011-07-20T10:39:00.000+08:00

There is one two heart cant tell but my friends you are still remembered. Forgive me cant be there for you. I miss you so much. Lets met again soon. Though art so blue but its still as it is still an art.

LI evaluation

2011-07-19T15:10:00.000+08:00

weehuuu, report is done, log book is done, present all is done. Nahh...very thankful oh cuz He gave me enough time, a good wisdom in presenting..I know I can be so fluffy so messy when Im not well prepared. Wuhh..I praise Lord oh.

Then one two story, Hurey yeah! Me got two interview,..very shocked jua cuz got this and that. Im very thankful for this even it just interviews..anyway I know this is my path that have given to me..I should embrace and be thankful..Im falling for You even more Lord.

Well, here's my prayer...

Dear Lord any where every where today,

My friends, vella, anasty, jaq, ona, tata, stella, asmimie, charles, ng and whoever those that I know..

Protect them, give them the wisdom in every thing they do and them never be the same everyday..:) all is new everyday..

Amen.. :)

Siok cerita, part time

2011-07-16T21:12:00.000+08:00

Kira siok jua lah kerja part time while having my intern ni. At least I have thing to do time malam plus ada duit nanti shopping. Finally, I am now can be called as, hurm what do you call them anyway..blood sucker, money sucker, from mr dad..every week asking money all the time. Sedih tawu minta duit, malu kunun. haha. Im not used asking money from them oh....huhu but what to do lah kan hihi...wait till I got a nice job lah kan. Loveu all.

Btw my boss very baik oh, nice person...banyak ilmu saya dapat dari dia...semua pasal bisnes..buli di guna time perlu kan.hihi

ok itu jak la, ada anak tingu tingu saya taip taip..ee no privacylah dia ni..bluek. hahahahahha

Hacking wifi Passwords

2011-06-30T13:59:00.000+08:00

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Meraih TanganNya

2011-06-29T13:20:00.000+08:00

Ulangan 31:8
“”Sebab TUHAN, Dia sendiri akan berjalan di depanmu, Dia sendiri akan menyertai engkau, Dia tidak akan membiarkan engkau dan tidak akan meninggalkan engkau; janganlah takut dan janganlah patah hati."”

Bacaan Alkitab Setahun: Amsal 30; Kolose 3; 2 Tawarikh 16-17

Suatu kali, kira-kira beberapa tahun yang lalu, Billy Graham mengalami masa-masa yang gelap dalam hidupnya. Meskipun ia telah berdoa kepada Tuhan mengenai apa yang ia alami, namun ia merasa langit seperti menjadi tembaga baginya. Tuhan seolah-olah telah menghilang dari hidupnya dan ia sendirian bersama pencobaan dan bebannya.

Billy Graham akhirnya menulis surat pada ibunya mengenai pengalamannya itu. Beberapa hari kemudian, ia pun mendapat surat balasan dari ibunya yang isinya sebagai berikut: “Nak, ada saatnya ketika Allah menarik diri-Nya untuk menguji imanmu. Dia ingin kau mempercayai Dia dalam kegelapan. Sekarang, raihlah dengan iman melewati kabut dan kau akan menemukan bahwa tangan-Nya ada di sana.”

Selesai membaca surat dari ibunya tersebut, tiba-tiba air mata keluar dari mata Billy Graham. Sambil berlutut di sisi tempat tidur, ia pun mulai menangis dan hadirat Allah yang melimpah dengan sekejap ia rasakan. Hari itu sungguh menjadi hari yang tidak pernah ia lupakan hingga saat ini.

Entah kita merasakan atau tidak merasakan hadirat Allah di saat jalan kita gelap, namun tetap berimanlah bahwa Dia ada disana. Jangan ragukan firman-Nya yang berkata, “Aku tidak akan membiarkan engkau dan Aku sekali-kali tidak akan meninggalkan engkau” karena memang itulah kebenaran yang sesungguhnya.

Allah selalu ada bersama Anda dan dalam keadaan apapun Dia tidak akan pernah meninggalkan Anda seorang diri.

Sumber: Hope for Each Day; Billy Graham; Penerbit Metanoia

Hope 1

2011-06-21T11:16:00.001+08:00

Is there any hope that I can possibly rely on..I felt like I am dying...but when I read this its like all the regret is slowly fading away...I dont say its easy, just keep holding on to Him..

Fokus Pada Kebaikan Tuhan

Amsal 23:18

“Karena masa depan sungguh ada, dan harapanmu tidak akan hilang.”

Motivator terkenal asal Amerika Serikat, Zig Ziglar dalam bukunya ‘Breaking To The Next Level” menyatakan bahwa bila kita terus terfokus pada kegagalan-kegagalan di masa lalu, masalah-masalah yang kita hadapi pada hari ini dan kecemasan akan apa yang akan terjadi di esok hari maka kita akan bersikap negatif. Menurutnya, pendekatan kehidupan seperti ini akan memperpendek umur kita dan membuat waktu terasa seakan lama berputar.

Zig Ziglar memberikan solusi agar seseorang tidak bersikap negatif: “mulailah dengan fakta bahwa Anda masih hidup sekarang ini. Kemudian, konsentrasikan pikiran pada pengalaman- pengalaman Anda yang positif dan menyenangkan”. Dengan pergantian fokus ini, tambahnya, maka kita akan mendapat manfaat yang sangat mengagumkan.

Apakah hari-hari ini ini Anda selalu bersikap negatif kepada orang lain atau bahkan kepada kehidupan yang Anda sedang jalani? Bila iya, mulailah terapkan apa yang dianjurkan Zig Ziglar di atas, yakni memfokuskan pada pengalaman positif dan menyenangkan yang pernah Anda alami. Ketika Anda mulai melakukannya, bukan hanya orang lain yang akan diberkati karena sikap Anda, tetapi juga diri Anda sendiri. Percayalah !

Fokuslah pada kebaikan Tuhan dan masa depan yang indah yang telah Dia sediakan maka Anda tidak akan mudah kecewa dengan kehidupan Anda.

Bacaan Alkitab Setahun: Amsal 20; Efesus 3; Pengkhotbah 3-5

A toast.

2011-06-19T19:18:00.000+08:00

Living alone without no one to depends on except one and the only Father, I would like to give a toast for the life He has prepared for me.

I just get back home from Kelombong, Inanam where I took bus to get there to my cousin house at Taman Nelly yesterday. I am home alone yesterday, here at Putera Jaya, Telipok, so I decided to pay them a visit. Yeay Its my luck that day as my cousin had prepared the TEMPOYAK for dinner, and ohmygosh it is so addicting. I can eat my rice with it only. Well, talking about her, she is a cousin of mine from my father side, she was married to a Sarawakian police officer and a mother to a seven kids. While I was there, the house is so noisy with the kids behaviours but despite of having negative thinking for having too many kids, I decided to have the positive respond. hehehe

Well, that is not the real point of writing this post. Actually, while I was on my way home, it is my routine which I used to when I took a bus, keeping silent and enjoying my day dream..like always I used to think about future, how my future would be and this time the question of 'how my life goes so far' bother me so much while I was sitting in the bus. Hurm but I ask myself to stay focus like I always do, everything gonna be fine when the time is about to come..:)

I am grateful, even I am this small (not physically of course) with no money, no car but I am blessed by the all things I have achieved and received. So once again, I thank God cuz I know He will never leave me alone. He will be there at the time we needed someone without we realizing. hehe so what we need is just open our heart and feel them...pray a lot...God will leads us. You are blessed man :)

Life in Puterajaya

2011-05-28T15:45:00.000+08:00

Well, I am very happy that I can be together again with As Mimie, my bestfrend during matriculation, the funniest person and lovely heart I ever met. What I like about her, she never makes me mad and she never seem pissed off about anything. Wow. ~~We like people who dont pissed us a lot dont we~~ but we still need to love everyone even how much they hurt us so much, right? , contohnya, my ex d. Ya he hurts me so much, really. He tooks my first COMMITMENT even he knows that I will never be her commitment, but I have to love him like Christ do.

Well, let storey about how the life happened here in this house, we rent nana's house, ~~how to say when the house is above the shops..~~ Is it shop house? ya, begitulah, we rent this house, I mean rooms but they provide kitchen, fridge and many more, 80 ringgit per month. Who's staying here is Momek, Nana, Mimie and I for the time being, there is still an empty room to let. As mimie and I are roomates.

So since there is no internet and tv here, we talked a lot a, I mean everyone is talking, get to know each other. So sweet kan. This is the most the COOL IDEA of all, talking to each other. We talk about family, friends and boyfriend. hehehe. Usually we talk during breakfast, lunch and dinner. Momek said this is how we do it here, like a post moterm after a tiring day working at Lembaga koko. Oh ya, forgot to tell nana drive her car, so we pay her only RM5 for the car's oil. This is so cheap right, hehe Nana is so nice, well everyone is nice here.

What else to story, hurm later la k, my driver is on the way sudah. Bubye house. Yeah I am going home.

28 may 2011

2011-05-28T15:09:00.002+08:00

Hello people, miss you all very much. What so special today?! Yeah I am going home, and my love also going back home! Isnt that a yeay! yeah. I miss him very much but you see we have to control the emotion, right. He said, he want us to meet this monday, but what to do lah kan..I'm going back home until tuesday. Is okey, let him spends time with his friends first. Anyday for the holiday he will be mine for sure. So people, you see being unemployed is very annoying, you have no money to go out, buy something new and all you have to do is spend wisely on your money. See, I am not good in managing money, and right now its really hard for me, that I have to depend on my family, my dad's money. ~~Malulah bah kan minta duit tiap minggu.~~ Kalau dulu, nda perlu pun minta2 sebab, biasiswa yang lumayan. Now, I am poor but what makes me strong so much is HAVING NO MONEY never makes me look poor that much, because I know when the time I need money, money will COME to me. My God rocks me a lot. So, I thanked God today and for the rest of my life cuz being faithful.

Internship

2011-05-18T19:22:00.000+08:00

Dear people,

Did I ever told you this, that I have so many good friends! Yeah, I wanna scream all day long, that I do have good friends, best friends, girlfriends and boyfriend! I love and appreciated them all! I really do!

Right now, for our closed information, I'm having my internship at Lembaga Koko Malaysia which located at Telipok. I repeat TELIPOK for three months. Dearie all, being the nothern people, honestly only few places I know here in Sabah. Sabah is a very big place man, you see. I know Kudat of course, off choice, Kota Marudu, Kota Belud, Kota Kinabalu, Papar, Labuan , yeah I know this place, this is the way to Kolej Matrikulasi Labuan. LOL. Just because we know the way, doesnt meant we know the place well, no very well, okey. hehe So u define the peribahasa.

Firstly, I should thanks Anasty, for letting me stay at her lovely housey, fetching me from the airport and the all comfort. Thanks Asty, loveuloveu. I have someone, a close related people but you see, the preferation [mind the grammar] is voting over a friend. I didnt tell them, I am going home and to be somewhere at the very dead momento. So I owed Anasty a lot. A lot. So let everyone know, I have a good chat with her famy, especially her granny, I enjoyed talking dusun, hehe even with Rungus accent. Hehe, another internship for me. If u know what I mean, talking dusun. hahaha

Well, let storey about my InterN. I have a good supervisor. Siti Norhanah is the name. Beautiful person and looking brilliant. Well, thats all yer..I'll updet soon more

Farewell Goodbye

2011-05-06T10:04:00.000+08:00

Ya farewell everyone, its been 3 years without realizing any second of it. Tuhan, terima kasih,such a wonderful place You have send me here. Farewell my love. I'll wait for you.

Song mode** My Endless Love.

2011-05-05T20:17:00.002+08:00

hari ni sangat penat.. can u just grab me God. Why me.

Yesterday

2011-05-05T07:36:00.000+08:00

Yesterday is the most happy day in my life. I love you even more. hihi

Last The Mines

2011-05-03T07:58:00.000+08:00

Nee Not. Today is tuesday, tomorrow is wednesday. We are so excited we so excited ( can u catch that, I'm singing the Rebecca's Friday in my version, hahaha). Neh, Wake up earlier, bcuz we are going The mines today! Yeah~! We are going to jalan-jalan cari tempat kerja cik Vella, First Base Company! Well, I am still here cuz ..cuz I love u so. Just Kidding haha.

Huh I have to confess something before I blew my mind. I am very worried about Thesis. I don't know how to explain to you, but just to let u me know. I am very worried. Time to go, bubye..

JPJ test

2011-04-30T23:32:00.000+08:00

I took the 5 hours class on february 10, then the law test on june 10, finally I took the JPJ test yesterday. I failed the road test only..but is okey, that was my first official lesson for driving, never drive a car before, I did once but it just a fling hehehe. ok bubye

Officially Unemployed

2011-04-28T19:05:00.000+08:00

True! I am jobless now and have no money. Who wants me? Still wanna be my friend? Yes, you do. I know it. Thank You. Well, I feel nothing now, this is what I want, ( cuz my teacher and everybody told me so) and they working so hard too hard for this, for a degree, I have no idea, long time ago till now..they keep talking about IPTA this IPTA that, got job this got job that.

Thats how Priscilla get here, which I have no idea!

Apapun I thank God cuz yippie! everything is done ( not the thesis) , no more exam! ( except for the JPJ test tomorrow) Thank You Jesus. I am grateful for all of this for being here, I have learned so much! I learned how I should thankful for every single things in my life!

Right now, even I havent figure out, what or how much this actually means for me but I do believe this means a lot to them the person that have loved me , raised me, they are my dearest mum and dad! and also for the person that have loved me so much, waiting me home.. I miss you all! Wait me home family

That is why :)

2011-04-27T20:31:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow is last paper, havent finish my revision yet but I am sleepy..somebody please entertain me..

Daddy: Priscilla...
Me: Okey Daddy, I am studying now..hehe

He loves me :)

Official Ending at DTAMS

2011-04-27T14:46:00.002+08:00

Its true. Just now, today was the last paper of our, together. After 3 years and this is the ending, and it was not happy, they, Ayu and Lisa was so fast, and such a rush, they leave me and Ben without a kiss goodbye. Yes it was officially for them but not for me, I have one more paper to die, err no, to kill and a THESIS to submit, and a test to be done on FRIDAY, driving test. Well so many test, I should stop now. Got to studying.

Btw, I am so blessed today right now, I heard it I heard it. It was very clear and crystal clear. I feel You God. It was really such a warm for me, :) Thank You Dady.

kami t'rima kuasa mu Tuhan

kami t'rima kemenangan yang Engkau sediakan

tuk kami bawah di setiap langkah

dimana pun kami berdiri

kemana pun kami kan pergi

disitu pasti mujizat Mu terjadi

Mari kita berlari sampai TUJUAN mendapatkan MAHKOTA kekal :)
God Bless all :)

Exam ekjem

2011-04-26T22:13:00.000+08:00

So busy right now oh, its ekjem week =P

Ok GTG stuDYING

Pilihan

2011-04-25T03:13:00.002+08:00

Dalam hidup ini . Ada banyak pilihan. Tapi teman-teman sekalian. Ada satu pilihan. kalau kita tersilap untuk memilih. Tersilap membuat keputusan. Kita akan menyesal sepanjang hidup kita. Keputusan untuk memilih iman percaya kepada Tuhan Yesus.

Penghormatan bagi saya memilih Tuhan Yesus sebagai Juruselamat hidup saya

Listening to a good song brings a good mood.

2011-04-25T00:28:00.001+08:00

Ohmaigad. Im gonna die listening to this kind of cheer leading's song. They are so cute.. Its like you wanna love love love again. Whenever I feel sad, upset or anything about myself I will listen to this kind song. Vella said, listening to a good song brings you a good mood. I tried that, and yeah Its working on me. I am glad and thankful for that and now I am sharing it with you. If you ever feel sad, upset or even happy, try to avoid yourself from listening to those kind of song which you know will lead you into depression, I have been there, so I know, you know it too right.

Isnt this song so cute, I love the guys..so cool and the girls, super cute :P. Omaigad, once again. Im gonnaaaa dieeeeee...they are so cute :')

Once a dream

2011-04-23T10:07:00.004+08:00

Once was a dream is still a dream, we shall never stop for giving a try and I meant that, even the requirement for these dreams will never be, I will still pursue. Who cares. I am full of my own capabilities, I believe myself and still I will always depends on God.

Okey, the fish that I am talking of is, this so so glamorous career, btw this is not the only one. I got like plenty of fish careers in my mind but off the record, I am storying this first.

See, I told you. Off the record. I will someday, even you you you said I will never meet the requirements. lalala. So lets me break the ice. I have received the walk in interview (cuz I subscribed so) like billion times haha. So this time I just let myself having a thought on that, well what do you know..blink blink I decided, I will give a try, who knows, right? If I were accepted, this might change everything. Well to the so, if I were not, still it would be a great experience isnt it? Wee, cant wait for that. Yeah!

Thats all for today, got to go doing the chores. Adios amigos (tripping like a FA)

So so, this is the mail that I received for a year- Airasia

Will pursue,

Unlady Like

Sista's sense

2011-04-20T20:27:00.000+08:00

After almost 22 years old being the sister

I still cant differentiate

the voice of you two

Ricky and GG

You two know what, Kamu dua besar sudah tawu

This very evening,

I felt happy when its you, ricky

who answer my call

and to hear your happy voice

Im even happier

After a short conversation we have

listening to you

I am glad that you have the positive attitude for your future

I know, you felt sorry for the past

watching your other friends go with some some flying color

its effect me too if you can see

(kakak siapa yang tak kisah kan)

but dont mind me

I believe in you

You are better than them

I saw it in you before

And for this pic

(ricky's profile pic at fb)

You think your sis , dont know what this mean

Your silent at home

Your half half smile

You think your sis dont care for you ka

I loved and love you

both of you

I will forever protecting both of you

But like I said, I am happy got to hear your happy confidently voice

Listening to your plan after stpm

God bless you adik

I am glad you got your rhythm back

Wait me home

Now you can rely on your sista again.

Love,

sista

Sad to the Max

2011-04-19T23:36:00.000+08:00

Why people keeps reminding me

That sooner

I am no longer going to meet the people that I called

FRIENDS

everyday

Dont tell me how many days I left.

*Gosh, I am a cry baby.

I love you

FRIENDS

Soobah

2011-04-19T16:02:00.000+08:00

Soobah, means hubby in korean

What to do. I loved you.

For what and who you are.

You may not the FIRST love of mine

but I loved you

I may not the beautiful, smart and etc etc girl friends of yours

but I loved you.

There is so much to risk.

Its a lied

If I said I am not afraid loosing you.

Because you are the BEST I ever have

I loved you

Whatever it is, I know the Lord already prepared the best for us

and I am grateful

you Loved me too.

p/s I still remember your first SMS on 2009

Passion

2011-04-19T15:15:00.000+08:00

This is not my passion

Biotech is not my passion

I just felt that I am not belong here

A mistake from the very beginning

But this place is not a mistake for me.

That is the only thing that I made myself staying here

Apapun. Yes, I know. Everything happened for reasons.

Malas study

2011-04-19T15:07:00.000+08:00

Sedih oh. Kenapa semakin lama, semakin malas sudah study ni.

Viva

2011-04-18T18:37:00.000+08:00

Saya akan ingat perasaan takut ini.

renungan harian online: Fight Fire with Love

2011-04-12T10:30:00.000+08:00

renungan harian online: Fight Fire with Love:

"2 Timotius 3:14: 'Tetapi hendaklah engkau tetap berpegang pada kebenaran yang telah engkau terima dan engkau yakini, dengan selalu mengingat orang yang telah mengajarkannya kepadamu'"

"Tetapi kepada kamu, yang mendengarkan Aku, Aku berkata: Kasihilah musuhmu, berbuatlah baik kepada orang yang membenci kamu; mintalah berkat bagi orang yang mengutuk kamu; berdoalah bagi orang yang mencaci kamu." (Lukas 6:27-28).

Final year storey

2011-04-06T03:02:00.001+08:00

So the end of torturing weeks. No more Thesis.To the Lord Jesus I give thank. Well, there are few things I really regret those past weeks and how I wish to rewind if can so. I have never actually have the intension to not reply SMS. Why on earth, this SMS things bother me so much. Believe me, I am so ashamed writing this

Why actually SMS thing can hurt people that much. Its not like we are gonna die apalagi when its is not so importante. Saya malu saya malu and saya sedih saya sedih. These few past weeks. I am not lying I am very busy till I dont even remember what I have done. Those past weeks. Presentation, assignments, thesis, urus borang tamat belajar, urus sana sini. I am dying doing it alone. But I dont really showing them. I am not very good showing the busy face

Last week I am very busy, I told this already. So I didnt really can help myself to reply all the messages that I received. I reply to those that important only, but then I reply also the other but some of them I forgot so. So this really pissed my friend so much. I was like, begegar ni terbaca her update on FACEBOOK. Trus, saya sedih, saya rasa bersalah dan kecewa that she dont understand at all, she also having thesis what. Ok maybe she stressed, people also have the same stress what but I will understand that. Because I know the Truth. Because the Bible told so.

So my point is FACEBOOK is not good. HAHA. Reading UPDATE like this, just what to say, ehmm this the words '' mencemarkan mata saya''. Saya marah dan marah itu dosa. Forgive me dear Lord, terMarah saya tadi. So I decided. I deactivatedlah my profile, for good sake.

Sebab saya ditanam dengan nilai yang baik ini dan saya pegang itu,

Bukan soal BENAR atau SALAH tetapi RESPON.

So I know, I am wrong not replying the SMS. I am not giving any explanation, any excuse, my Mistake. I am sorry.

Persahabatan saya adalah lebih penting dari ego ini

Karena begitu besar kasih Allah akan dunia ini, sehingga Ia telah mengaruniakan Anak-Nya yang tunggal, supaya setiap orang yang percaya kepada-Nya tidak binasa, melainkan beroleh hidup yang kekal.

Sebab Tuhan kasih kepada kita terlebih dahulu.

so..here it is...deactivating..

Pressure-licious!

2011-03-28T16:42:00.000+08:00

Stressful day ever

Believe me I love this feeling

And I know someday I'll miss this feeling

But

For a Photography class

We need to pay RM 50 for some

INTERNATIONAL competition

~~pg ja la siapa2 yang mo join, btpa wajibkan pada semua~~

and

Some add. RM 10

plus we use our own money to print the picture

So UNCOOL

Dear lec

Not all of your students

own a DSLR like you

You want us to buy?

Mahal tu

WE me dont even wanna be photographer

We just need your A

If 70% of our mark is already with that RM 50 etc etc

I still can consider what.

Final year students need to pay a lot.......

Anyway, kejap ja ni,..

This Evening

2011-03-25T17:44:00.001+08:00

Just submit Chapter I-III

whew for that

Meeting with Dr. Nik and the gang

chapter IV discussed

got the rough idea

I know I can do this

well, met Tata at pusan bus stop

she said, convocation date is confirmed

and the ticket is on promotion right now

wow

so, as I reached my room

I call my parent, told them this that
Lil baw lil aww

Well, daddy said,

mum and him will discussed
tonight maybe

he is at Kota Marudu right now

our home at Kudat fyi

k continue watching Rango!

Senat ke-362 pada 16 Mac 2011 telah meluluskan tarikh Majlis konvokesyen Ke-39 Universiti Kebangsaan Malaysia akan diadakan pada 24 -27 September 2011.Walau bagaimanapun, maklumat sidang konvokesyen akan dimaklumkan pada tarikh yang akan diberitahu kemudian.

Sweet escape to PD

2011-03-21T22:54:00.001+08:00

Believe me I never skip any class. ( cross finger ) In fact I always come early to school ( nose getting longer ). True bah this. ( more longer )

Okay okay, I skipped classes so many times..euww now you'll hate me..haha no you dont, you love me. You love me a lot. ( wink*)

(So sil, update fast and do your thesis )

Alright, so people this is what I did last weekend, which I told you a very busy weekend, wait I never have even a week where I can say FREE, waw sil, you are so busy dizzy. Yes you are! How's your Thesis?! Ehmm , skip please~

Okay, actually we went to PD for a so-called Camp~ Kem Kepimpinan Permis

Well, there we met some moto-lovers ( Kelab Idaman ), which also went there for a camp. Nothing much can tell, but they are really friendly, we do the ice breaking together and they invite us to karoks. Well, I sing a song which I rarely sing actually, so I lupa lupa ingat the lyrics, Tak tercapai akalmu-Elyana. Awww I cant sing. hee

So end to this, I thank God because Its not raining there.

One two day at IJN

2011-03-18T01:07:00.002+08:00

Ollo bloggers!!

How are you doing?!! Im fine thank you. hehe, yeah I wanna update this so bad even I have no time for this actually.

Well, here we go, last monday, dad and gg came all the way from Kudat to KL here to VISIT me..NOT. No, just kidding. hehe. They came here so not for me but they have to because gg need to do some simple operation on his coronary at IJN ( Institut Jantung Negara ) which due to the fever that he got last april, when the doctor inject some kind of antibody to his body the fever cell ( i dunno scientifically explanation) fight back which change the coronary structural ( bent ), so this I assume had make the abnormality of his heart beat.

Okey, kita tinggalkan cerita adik saya, now cerita pasal dady first time coming here at KL. Oh forgot something, PUJI TUHAN =) thank You Jesus. hehe Always its You bah kan, You came before them, us and I. Practically knowing, You were everywhere and You are there.

Wah, hee shall we proceed to dad's storey..well, bahagia me when dad coming here, I was like hehehe this is my place, so follow me daddy! haha but guiding them anyhow end with troubling them..ayooo what kind of daughter I am oh. I make them wait for an hour ah at airport, then come late to IJN..hoho but still dad no mad at me at all..huh make me even felt more guilty..hoho then seeing my dad new glasses ( degree tambah laitu kan ) plus with his hair lagi..sikit sudah huhu sedih, and Im getting older too cannot be the daddy's girl lagi..hmm

Okey cannot tahan, so sleepy.

Last storey, dad bought me new luggage and it cost him 119 ringgit, thank you pa. Very banggah with you, yakin ja bapa cakap sabah sama tu taukeh yang blur2 sudah hehe

Gg, after the operation, he said, penat and sakit juga but still he manage to smile, buat lawak etc etc. see, bagi peace lagi, apalaitu kunun haha

and lastly, thanks yuyu cuz temankan beta melawat mereka :)

At Citrabayu USM 2011

2011-03-07T22:03:00.002+08:00

So long busy weeks, now back on my track again where Thesis need to settle down before April, but before that I need to post this where I could remember those who help us during at citra's, those who are very indeed a good friends of mine which without them we cannot experience the excitement. So without further due, just let me break it down for you these people.

The one and only, our choreographer

Yanto, Its like you were sent by angels for us here in UKM, and an anwer for our prayer such a friendly person you are..with your nonstop talk but when you are quite Its not the merrier as is it. Thanks for the opportunity you have gave to us , its such a warm for us to learn something from you.

Mama Vee, you are a great person. Thanks for being there and gave the best touch up. Menang cantik kami sana kan hehe

The only Tata Agatha

Very Thankful to you tata, if not its you maka kami pun jadi tunggang langgang tu, terharu saya ko datang, walau ko busy kan dengan tesis tapi ko datang juga and it was very clear you are such a responsible person..without been ask by us to do this and that, you know just what to do and try to make us comfort as it can be. Oh tata you are like Goddest mother for us, and angel and etc etc. Thanks also to your lovely roomey aka my mami, ann. Glad both of you there for us. Love both of you xoxo.

Many thanks also to Our bidang terjun P.A system people, kalau bukan y'all yang handle lighting segala maka kami ndahlah secantik macam yang di gambar hehe

Terima kaseh, teacher Steve, Siang Siang and Chester

Thanks juga to our faithful supporters, baru ni tahun kami merasa ada supporters tau..love you all sesangat

And last many billion thanks to our lil. dancers, PERMIS dancers

Ada yang tidak pernah menari, ada yang ada exam the day after the competition, ada yang busy with other commitments and etc etc but still want to be part of us, thank you very much.

Many more to write but have more many things need to be done. Again thanks deary all, GB all.

Cant Fight This Feeling.

2011-03-07T09:08:00.003+08:00

I can't fight this feeling any longer
And yet I'm still afraid to let it flow
What started out as friendship has grown stronger
I only wish I had the strength to let it show

And even as I wander I'm keeping you in sight
You're a candle in the window on a cold dark winters night
And I'm getting closer than I ever thought I might

And I can't fight this feeling anymore
I've forgotten what I started fighting for
It's time to bring this ship into the shore
And throw away the oars
Baby, I can't fight this feeling anymore

My life has been such a whirlwind since I saw you
I've been running round in circles in my mind
(From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/g/glee-cast-lyrics/can_t-fight-this-feeling-lyrics.html)
And it always seems that I'm following you, girl
'Cause you take me to the places that alone I'd never find

And even as I wander I'm keeping you in sight
You're a candle in the window on a cold dark winters night
And I'm getting closer than I ever thought I might

And I can't fight this feeling anymore
I've forgotten what I started fighting for
It's time to bring this ship into the shore
And throw away the oars forever

'Cause I can't fight this feeling anymore
I've forgotten what I started fighting for
Even if I have to crawl upon the floor
Come crushing through your door
Baby, I can't fight this feeling anymore

Being on Glee

2011-03-05T10:57:00.001+08:00

Long Live.

2011-02-18T02:38:00.003+08:00

Ya, baru ja siap prektis menari utk glee kajai. Aiyee lapar, mo makan megi kejap lagi. haha ..a liltle bit dizzey right now..so many things to do, I hope I could finish them ASAP. Okey..masa berlalu begitu cepat and I even have no time to think what actually I have done for the whole day today during this week, past few weeks..oh noo. N to the O to the W to the A to the Y.

Long Live, by Taylor Swift. Very sweet song, I am the Queen and you are the King. Long Live our story :)

Well, long live and live long. So, I am eating my maggie now and I remember the conversation we had during lunch, vella, karl and me. I mean Karlo, he said he was determined to never get fat forever. It's not the ''never get fat' that interest me most but his mission for a lifetime..what is mine, what is my determination for the whole life that belongs to me..I couldn't agree more that me and you are determine to serve Him, that ..but then I am kind of , I really need my own determination. There is a lot , I guess but for the time being I choose to be a good mother and wife in future. I want to serve my family. I want to tell my family a lot of things.

Talking about being a good mother, I do have a good mother, the best mom. When I was in primary school, my mum do everything like a mother should do but being in a comfort zone in our own home I never realized that, instead of appreciating all the thing she have done for me, I keep complaining this and that. Being here, living alone, have no one accept our heavenly Father and friends, learning the way of living..I am proud having you as my mother.

Dear Lord, thanks for making me a good mother and deary mum, thank you for giving me life. Forgive me for the way I behave not like a daughter should do, those past yearss. I love you and I miss you so much. I miss you nagging me, asking me to sleep early when its only at 10, I miss you, preparing a fine breakfast until I get this big, I miss you telling me everything even though you know that I am not listening much. I miss you I miss you and I love you, I love you.

Dear lord, keep my mum safe anywhere she is, she is a good mother, and a good daughter.

Long live my mum.